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Being what others want is a very tough task. Always doing like others and letting them take you for granted is very easy. You just need to always understand the feelings and situations of the others and be there for them at every moment. But does doing all this really matter? Is it worth it? Sometimes maybe it is, but generally such people just don’t value you. They are there with you just for their own personal reasons and after a certain time you actually lose value in their life. Because for them you are just their when they don’t have anyone. You compromise, you adjust, you let things go but at the end you just lose. You can never win such people because they want you till you agree to their terms and once you don’t, sorry but you are non existing.

I sometimes really don’t get that why do people run for them who just don’t give them a damn. They will always try to win their hearts and just forget about the one being with you so selflessly. You take full right on other but you don’t give that much right. The presence of that person is nothing but a showpiece kept in the corner wrapped in layers of dust. Why don’t they see that below these layers of dust is a thin lining of emotions which are fragile and need to be handled with care? There are hopes and expectations from you being crushed to hard that they can’t even breathe in that dust.

We want all, but we are never ready to give all. We just demand but can never match the supply that we get. In our efforts of trying to make a place and getting a reciprocal place we just keep on vanishing from the picture that we want to paint. And then w hen you decide to leave things and stay away, suddenly you realize that it never was your packet of life because even letting go doesn’t back fires.