No Back-ups

Have you ever made backup plans? We have all heard this that if A does that work then there are 25 more. Well, I have always been this person who always makes a backup. If this doesn't work then this will be done. I keep a backup basically. You want something but for that you can't loose what you have right now. Like just in your hand. This is what I think. Some say that it's not taking risk but I would say it's practical. We are living in a dynamic society and every action that we take has a reaction and that depends on lot of external factors. We can't make every calculation right so better to have a fall back plan ready. Its said to be practical. But is it the best way. I am sure many would agree because we live that way. 

But lately I have stopped making backups and rather started taking the risk. It's a tough job, specially when you have always been this person who makes a second, third or even fourth and n number of back up plans. Basically my back plan also has a back up and so on. So it's really tough to let there be one plan. But yes these are short plans as I still can't control the back log problem to such a great extent. So now I have plans and one fails so I try to stop being anxious and take analysis of what happened to my whole idea or project or whatever it is. I breathe and make the next step. I don't abort. I give the next try. And it is a very difficult process. I become so anxious and feel that i am falling and now what will happen. What am I going to do. But I can do it, I know that somehow and my whole body knows that so this anxiety fails and my mind automatically starts taking steps. In beginning I went back to thinking what my plan B would be. Then I got control. I have a plan and I want that so I need to work that out. I can work that out. I don't need a back. 

For many this sounds stupid and waste of time. We live in fast moving phase of life. We swipe left and right to find love and that too like so many in a second. Our world is scrolling down and just fixing. The world is more of jugaad then figuring it out. When none of the things work and all back ups fail we start drowning and then all the anxiety and mental health problem starts. What is the hustle for, to suffer all of this. Wouldn't it be better to breathe through your failure and find success than a back up jugaad. 

Personally i can say i am doing good. I still panic that my plan failed. Everyone faces some problem or the other. We all are going through something or the other but we just want to show the best. The show must go on and on but sweethearts, this is our life and we don't need to care what other think. So if you want a break from the show take a break. Forget all plans and you will find the way. And you might again stumble in that way but at least you have a way. 

So, leave your 26 plans and try with one plan. It's a huge risk but if you aren't willing to invest on yourself then why should anyone else.