The unknown story

“Do you see the sea; it’s calm and silent. But within it there are millions of stories of the turbulences it has faced” said Tamana. Tamana, a girl full of dreams, life and passion. A girl who wants to capture every moment that she experiences.  “Sometimes I feel like I am like a sea, I have the calmness but suddenly a wave of turbulence comes and sweeps away the peace of my heart and mind.”  “Why do you feel like this? This is life and it’s natural that one will go through the ups and down. What we need to know is that it will pass one day.”
 I know it will pass and I want it to pass and leave me with the stillness in which I can experience all the joys of my life. I want to be independent of all these turbulences and let my soul travel she told her childhood friend. Friends were with whom Tamana could share her thoughts.  They knew each other quite well and understood every emotion that other was going through. Even though pursuing their own career and living their own life they were there for each other.
“We all face this turbulence. Today the sea is calm and still, but yesterday it too was facing the turmoil like you. You need to let this go and stop getting effected like this. If you want the peace stop being low and thinking too much.”
That night Tamana had a lot going inside her. She knew that the turbulence had taken the turn of storm and was about to come. She didn’t want it to destroy her. “I know it has arrived, I know it is temporary and I even know that it is wrong and I should just not lose control. “
But then too it came and destroyed her. But this time she realized that this storm is her own created storm. She could never make it understand to people close to her that why was all this going inside her, what was going inside her. She would be illogical and dramatic. But today she realized that like a storm takes away everything with it, her mess was creating a distance between her and the world that surrounded her.
But what has changed suddenly and what were you thinking and feeling, asked her friends. She didn’t have any specific answer. “I always thought that things stay, but things don’t stay. They can’t even stay. We can’t even make them stay. We all live in a space where we all are floating. When we interact with someone we hold them and float with them. But we forget that one day we need to let go and even we need to go and recreate ourselves, fill the blank spaces that have been created in our life. It would be selfish on our part to expect the other person or anything to stay as they are. We are in a space where we will encounter new experiences, we will again get involved with that and lead our life but what we need to remember is that we can’t let it be there for always. We should always just try to rediscover ourselves and what we need is to hold  ourselves.”

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