a wandering thought

Sometimes it seems that I am standing and the world is walking
Sometimes i feel that emotions are swimming but the soul is drowning
Sometimes their seems a fire lightening inside,
Sometimes its just a mirage deceiving my eyes.
Life is at times happy and cheerful,
It is also a gloomy day and a moonless night.
Standing and watching it from aside,
Sometimes I just realise that its still beautiful,
Even with all the imperfections,
It is full of shine to blind me at times.
Sometimes still it makes me wonder what's the reality that it always tries to hide.
The questions always haunt,
At times the answers are within the lies I build inside.
Sometimes they are residing beside,yet unseen to my naked eyes.
In the search of its meaning I always wander here and there,
And the experiences make me realise that the answer is always with time
Then too its to risky for me to wait for it to draw the full sketch of what's troubling me inside.
So for now I just stand and see the wave of people running around my restless life.