all strings detached

The edges seem to blur,
The places seem so weird,
The questions hidden suddenly arise,
They question my identity,
They question the existence of my virtue.
Suddenly all seems so hazzy and undefined.
All of it is just walking towards me, with no place to hide.
With this it brings the darkness
It brings the end to my innocent side.
It leaves me in a maze, 
Where the correct way is hard to find.
All around me is hatred and selfishness,
It is leading me to a path of self despise.
I am loosing my own goodness my own nice.
The tears of my heart have dried up and all left with me is my emotionless mind.
The mind is with me but the soundness is wandering,
Sometimes the time seems to be an illusion and sometimes the reality bites.
What way is all this leading but it is killing my soul day by day inside.
The hole is becoming deeper and I am just sinking inside.
No way is there any help,
The shouting doesn't make a noise,
Suddenly the grip from faith is loosing, 
The light of hope dwindling,
What i can now see is just solitude, with no can with whom,
my heart,mind and soul can reside.