story of her life

Once upon a time there lived a girl. She wasn't so pretty or beautiful. She didn't have those charming and stunning personality. She was a simple normal girl, always trying to create something of herself. From starting she straved for that charm and magic that life has, She always thought that even if she is not the perfect one she will make it all fine and leave a huge mark behind. She wanted to be part of peoples life. She believed in giving and doing but when it came for her chance to get all was ruined. everytime people for whom she was always available slapped her and kicked aside. But then too in the hope that one day they will understand her she never left hope. But this was not all, their were many more complexities. Her life had never been simple though it was always potrayed so. the entangled emotions and feeling of her were a deeply rooted strong tree. it just could not be cut or abandoned. It was such a part of her that wherever she went it followed. 

tried of all this she started giving in, she started doing what was not a part of her. She always dreamt of flying and that longinesss took her to a totally different her.she smiled, she laughed, she flowed like a water trying to reach every corner before falling down the cliff.the people around her loved her for this, They remained what they always were. they were with her but still not with her. Sometimes she thought that maybe this is just her wild thinking but the truth was that no one truely understood her soul. they were there for her but notA for her soul. But oneday she realized this and she knew nothing could be done now because it was all too late, she had subsided very long ago from everywhere. it was just a shadow of remains lingering here and there. Now when nothing could be done she decided to retrive the shadow and become a dead end. This wasnt going to be easy she knew because the desire for that unknown blissful world still flickered in her. The darkness could just not prevail. As time passes by she too will pass and vanish.

But whats there to watch is how can someone save her from the whirlpool of the doomy sea. There is still that thrust to be loved, saved and most importantly understood. Now she can just wait and watch the ship of her thoughts sink in the worlds cruel sea.